Demons

"You've come to a point in life where you just want to break down. You want to sob till you're clutching your ribcage gasping for air. you want countless tears to flow down your cheeks. you want to break down so that the ache in your chest Finally subsides. Because right now your thoughts feel like a tornado spinning around inside your head driving you insane, and your emotions a deep ocean that your drowing in. I know the feeling all too well. it's like you’re trapped in this darkness and you're screaming for help at the top of your lungs but nobody seems to hear you. or maybe they can but they‘re afraid that you'll drag them down with you, and you feel the same way too. You feel sad. angry and frustrated for letting your demons control you but it's not like you're not trying to fight them because you are. you're trying so damn hard. But someone once told me that in life you have to let yourself shatter and break apart even if that means laying on the cold floor completely helpless. Because it's the only way you're going to learn and grow into a better person, you have to let yourself see the darkness in order to see the light. You have befriend the demons to survive

otherwise they'll tear you apart."

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