Inhibited

remember how the delicate fabric traced the edges of my skin

how your fingers followed the steams as they stitches through the cotton layers

the way your eyes gleamed into mine 

and my heart beat for the tender embrace that came with your kiss

your lips met mine with a rough touch

and my mind took an unsettling seat 

my heart in the moment, my mind lost in your beating chest

the world took a seat as our bodies and minds collided into eachother

and while everything else faded into the backdrop

our bodies settled onto your sheets

 

sitting alone in my bed, the fan blowing against my skin

i remember the rush of your breath on my cheek as we layed there entangled in eachother

the body heat the only thing between us. 

 

now between us lies everything that once held us together

a void has formed between our lips and her beauty between our minds

 

i still remember the enseparable bond that stitches us together like two pieces of cloth

now the stitches have loosened and the thread traces the ground as it falls from us 

 

our sheets of fabric go their separate ways

you flow precariously through the breeze as your strings tie you onto her 

and i brush through the wind and into the river

 

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