Abstruse one

Fall for a man who u feel at home next to u. One who never gets too comfortable with your heart,who isn't busy admiring himself ,and refuses to stop learning .One that's aware of his weakness and never opts for shortcut. One who works without applause and can get his hands dirty for the things you want most in life . Fall for a man who has a mind and heart open ,pays close attention to each one of your details ,and know how to take you to your limit. Fall for a man so resilient inside,you have no choice but to believe he can carry the weight of u both .Fall for a man with actual depth and insight,and a bite that keeps the world in check . Fall for his fix,his ability and willingness to make you laugh and who he is already,not who you hope for him to someday be. Don't fall for his words ,fall for what he makes of them . Fall for someone who keeps you safe,who never makes a fool of u . Who adds real value . Someone who will work when you have nothing left to give,who gives ...

At the end of the day it's you . It's you who has to make sure that you're okay . It's you who has to hold yourself . It's you who has to decide to keep going ,sure making some tea :) will make you feel okay but you really do have to make sure you're okay,you have to keep holding on and keep trying . It's hard out there but you can you can do it. You can do whatever you want to because you are strong and you've made it so far . We can't be afraid of change . You may feel very secure in the pond that you are in ,but if you never venture out of it,you will never know that there is such a thing as an ocean,a sea ,a garden . Holding onto something that is good for you now,maybe the very reason why you don't have something better .

If you don't like the rain ,rise above the clouds. Cursing the rain won't make it go away but it will surely make you wet. Cursing life won't reduce pain that your soul feels. It will only make you smaller. Rise above it . see it from a higher point of view .  You cant clean it up by being in it. You have to rise above it to see it and to understand .And when you have that perspective ,there will be nothing that you would want to solve ,for nothing would really matter. Agenda was to finally break free from the pain ,the pain that seemed to have made its home in my world.